Toby Gets His Bacon and Shares The Love

Toby LOVES bacon!
I asked hubby to go get us a 6$ burger from Carls Jr I wanted the other one because it has bacon for Toby but we had a coupon for this one. Guess what..there was a 1 inch piece of bacon hanging onto my burger! Just for Toby. God was thinking of Toby too 


Toby came in while I was sitting in the bathroom snuffling for anything on the floor. I reached down to scratch his chest and he stayed there. Normally I reach to pet him without offering food and he shakes his head and walks away. Well he did walk out the door but ...he came back and blinked up at me! I reached down and scratched his chest with one hand and smoothed his back with the other. This is the first time since I have had Toby that he has asked for pets

Sheena Cat Visits Me

I had to share this encounter with you that I had this morning :)

"Andrea Mur" I heard over my left shoulder as I was taking a shower. At first I thought it was Leesha my cat from WA but she is a little more giddy and childlike. "Andrea Mur" I heard again! Then I remembered Julie named Sheena that Sheena Mur because she always had a purr at the end of her sentences! "Oh Sheena Hi " I said

"You were thinking about my mom so I had to see why"

Yes indeed I have been thinking about you a lot because I am making something for your birthday And it has much Aloha in it.

I told Sheena that she could go see it on the sofa.

She asked "where's the other one?"

I thought...other one....she sent me a feeling of warmth almost like me only with a different perfume. "Oh Julie!" I said. "Oh she is not here. She is in a different house You can go visit her She has a family of her own and dog. But she might not recognize you because she is very busy and doesn't take time to see in the spirit like I do. "

Then Sheena showed me her new paws. They were white tipped like before but they had silver claws that were not too sharp like here on earth. They weren't meant to hurt or kill now They are just pretty. Then she said "I'm sorry if I hurt you. I know you had different sensitive skin but you were so much the same as the other one that I sometime forgot. "

I felt the warmth of Julie again We were like twins back then with the same feelings and spirit. So neat that Sheena felt that.

Then Sheena said "Oh you have a dog! My dog has floppy ears. And he is sometime backwards but I love him and he is here with me. Your dog has pointy ears like me! And he has a tail like me! And he is black with a little white like me! Oh your dog is smart too! I like your dog.

I told her that Toby can see in the spirit and he would love to have you as a friend. She said ok. and again " I like your dog" I told her that Judy your mom loves Toby too. She seemed to like that. The she just watched me get ready and slowly faded. But I think she is interested in being Toby's friend. And she really felt the strong Alohas that I had while making your gift :D

Love you Lots AK and Sheena Mur

Looking for me?

Tonight as I lay in the tub I was remembering the one time my baby parakeet Rocky came looking for me when I was bathing. I was in the tub and here comes his little yellow face around the door. It was so cute. So here I am wishing that Toby would want to do the same that he would come visit me while I was bathing. I had accidently left the door open a crack and it was giving me a chill. So I sat up to close it. Then I saw it. Toby had sneaked in to look in my trash and I saw his little flag of a tail waving as he made a silent exit. I was so happy that he had come in that I didn't even mind that his motive was to scrounge in the trash. He came in one more time. I sat up and made eye contact with him in a silent thanks.

And then there were two..

I was grumping to myself just a little bit about how my dog Toby prefers my husband to me...not like my cat Mrs Gato. We hung out together. Then it hit me. Mrs Gato was with only me at the last years of her life. For the first years she was with my boyfriend Scott. When I would come to visit Mrs Gato would get jealous and climb up in his lap, turn on her belly and make goo goo eyes at him. She would lick his wrists and chin and demand to have his full attention even when I was trying to give Scott a hug. Then 10 years later I adopted her. It was just me and Mrs Gato. We read together and played together. So now with Toby it isn't just me. It is me plus one! And then there were two. Toby is dividing his attention between the two of us. I understand now.

Stength of an Eagle

I was lying in bed remembering the verse 'They shall mount up with wings as eagles, They shall run and not be weary They shall walk and not faint' Isaiah 40:31

Then I wondered what it would be like to BE an eagle. Immediately I felt a gust of wind carry me up to a craggy mountainside where I clung on with my talons. They were so strong like iron and flesh twisted together. Surprisingly the wings felt light and wispy. Everyone talks about the wings but it is the feet that have the real strength! I want to meditate on this experience again. I slipped out of his body and thanked him for the minute chance to feel something new. I felt so weak and small as a human again...