Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Sheena Cat Visits Me


I had to share this encounter with you that I had this morning :)
"Andrea Mur" I heard over my left shoulder as I was taking a shower. At first I thought it was Leesha my cat from WA but she is a little more giddy and childlike. "Andrea Mur" I heard again! Then I remembered Julie named Sheena that Sheena Mur because she always had a purr at the end of her sentences! "Oh Sheena Hi " I said
"You were thinking about my mom so I had to see why"
Yes indeed I have been thinking about you a lot because I am making something for your birthday And it has much Aloha in it.
I told Sheena that she could go see it on the sofa.
She asked "where's the other one?"
I thought...other one....she sent me a feeling of warmth almost like me only with a different perfume. "Oh Julie!" I said. "Oh she is not here. She is in a different house You can go visit her She has a family of her own and dog. But she might not recognize you because she is very busy and doesn't take time to see in the spirit like I do. "
Then Sheena showed me her new paws. They were white tipped like before but they had silver claws that were not too sharp like here on earth. They weren't meant to hurt or kill now They are just pretty. Then she said "I'm sorry if I hurt you. I know you had different sensitive skin but you were so much the same as the other one that I sometime forgot. "
I felt the warmth of Julie again We were like twins back then with the same feelings and spirit. So neat that Sheena felt that.
Then Sheena said "Oh you have a dog! My dog has floppy ears. And he is sometime backwards but I love him and he is here with me. Your dog has pointy ears like me! And he has a tail like me! And he is black with a little white like me! Oh your dog is smart too! I like your dog.
I told her that Toby can see in the spirit and he would love to have you as a friend. She said ok. and again " I like your dog" I told her that Judy your mom loves Toby too. She seemed to like that. The she just watched me get ready and slowly faded. But I think she is interested in being Toby's friend. And she really felt the strong Alohas that I had while making your gift :D
Love you Lots AK and Sheena Mur

Friday, March 22, 2013

Looking for me?



Tonight as I lay in the tub I was remembering the one time my baby parakeet Rocky came looking for me when I was bathing. I was in the tub and here comes his little yellow face around the door. It was so cute. So here I am wishing that Toby would want to do the same that he would come visit me while I was bathing. I had accidently left the door open a crack and it was giving me a chill. So I sat up to close it. Then I saw it. Toby had sneaked in to look in my trash and I saw his little flag of a tail waving as he made a silent exit. I was so happy that he had come in that I didn't even mind that his motive was to scrounge in the trash. He came in one more time. I sat up and made eye contact with him in a silent thanks.

And then there were two..

I was grumping to myself just a little bit about how my dog Toby prefers my husband to me...not like my cat Mrs Gato. We hung out together. Then it hit me. Mrs Gato was with only me at the last years of her life. For the first years she was with my boyfriend Scott. When I would come to visit Mrs Gato would get jealous and climb up in his lap, turn on her belly and make goo goo eyes at him. She would lick his wrists and chin and demand to have his full attention even when I was trying to give Scott a hug. Then 10 years later I adopted her. It was just me and Mrs Gato. We read together and played together. So now with Toby it isn't just me. It is me plus one! And then there were two. Toby is dividing his attention between the two of us. I understand now.

Stength of an Eagle

I was lying in bed remembering the verse 'They shall mount up with wings as eagles, They shall run and not be weary They shall walk and not faint' Isaiah 40:31
Then I wondered what it would be like to BE an eagle. Immediately I felt a gust of wind carry me up to a craggy mountainside where I clung on with my talons. They were so strong like iron and flesh twisted together. Surprisingly the wings felt light and wispy. Everyone talks about the wings but it is the feet that have the real strength! I want to meditate on this experience again. I slipped out of his body and thanked him for the minute chance to feel something new. I felt so weak and small as a human again...

Saturday, March 9, 2013

So I've had this spirit cat visiting me on my pillow at night for the past 2 weeks. His name was Cooper. I say was because he hasn't visited this week at all. Cooper would wrap his body around my head and purr until I went to sleep. I was having trouble getting Toby and me to settle last month and then Cooper started coming. I fell asleep fast. I asked if I was supposed to get a cat instead of a dog. He said no. He was just coming for a snuggle. I sent out thoughts when he stopped visiting. The thoughts that came back were. "Enjoy what you have right now". I do enjoy my little family of Joe, Toby, my birds Captain and Cloud and my fish Blizzard. Toby and Joe went out for a late night potty break. I got up and stood at the back door waiting for them. Tears came to my eyes as I was watching my family walk around out on OUR patio under OUR tree TOGETHER. It was very heartwarming. I remembered all the days I was so alone in Hawaii wishing for a house with a tree and beautiful dining room. I have all that now. I am truely blessed