I
was going to sleep thinking about what a blessing you are as a friend
and stepmom. I am putting all my hope into meeting again soon in the new
year. The lovely birthday card came yesterday. I am going to deposite
the cheque today. I was thinking about where the money would go when I
saw Sheena! She said she felt me thinking about you so she had to come
see what it was. I told her you gave me some money to buy something
nice. She said get a new red leather collar! I said I couldn't because
my neck had scars and it would hurt but I would certainly think about
getting something pretty. Then I asked Sheena what she does if she were
to see a cat with a torn ear and a scar running from her eye down her
nose. Sheena said I would lick her gently and see if she was still
standing." Still standing is the key! She added that she would check the
tail too. Because if the tail was gone or torn it meant that the cat
did not have strength energy or bravery to face the fear head one. We
always face a challenge head on. If the thing we fear sneaks up on us
then we are done except if it is a kitten. If a kitten looses its tail
that is not all together bad. I asked when a kitten becomes a cat?
Sheena said When it no longer sees everything as food. When it can see
fear and face it. I thanked Sheena for her wisdom. I promised I would
get something pretty and try to stand on my feet and face my fears with
my scars forward!
